I am wondering at this very moment if you are thinking of me, if you
like me, if you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each
other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be
disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up
each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
I am thinking of how we'll meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I
have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I've known you all my life
but we have yet to realise that we are meant for each other? Oh how I
wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the
answers to all of my questions.
Sometimes I ask myself if I've ever really known ''LOVE''. I do not
have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often
than not, we will never really know love, what love is, until we find
that right person....and since I have not found you yet, then may be I
do not really know what love is! You just don't know how often I dream
of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this
very moment, i am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet!
Perhaps your smile or your eyes would draw me to you or may be even
how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don't
know for sure but I am praying that god will help me recognize you
when the right time comes. I am thinking of all the pain that I have
gone through in the past and of how much I've cried since the day I
began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find strength in
clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me......the
life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that
you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that
they are washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect, not
perfect in its truest sense, but perfect..... For you ! I wonder if
you have gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you have been
hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don't
ever give up because I am right here..... Patiently waiting for you!
I assure you that when we finally find each other, I will slowly heal
those wounds by my love.
At night, I would look out of my window and stare at the beautiful sky
hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I
utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to heavens above thinking
that in time they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, i just
close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and you are longing
to see me as well. Its funny but when I finally fall asleep, it is
still you that i think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems
that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you, long
enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams, you would kiss
away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love. And this, all the
more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the
hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and
once again I am assured that you are worth the wait. And when that
time comes, every thing will fall in its place, just as I had
imagined, just as I had thought, and dreamed, just as I had believed
it would be! By then I would simply look back and smile at all that I
have gone through, inspite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of
life..... And I would be very thankful because they all led me to you!
In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dreams
and don't ever think of letting you. Believe in your heart that we
will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the
course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't worry: don't
be afraid of getting lost, god saw to it that all the roads, no matter
which one you choose to follow, lead to me.
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